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Anonymous asked: You saw the boys in concert right? How did it go! I'm going on Sep 11 with my bestfriend and I'm literally so excited I'm shitting myself at this exact moment.!! 😱😂😭❤️🔥😱☺️😍👌😝😨👏


OMG! I had the best time! I went on August 22nd in Houston with my best friend. I was super nervous bc it was my first concert ever. Have fun bc it seems like it goes super fast! You’ll have an amazing time bc they put on a great show! 😁❤️

Anonymous asked: Update?? 😁


It was family day today so I haven’t gotten a chance to write lol. What story should I update tomorrow?? 😘

Anonymous asked: If you're gonna stop it are you going to start with serenity?


Yeah I think that’s what I’m going to do 😁

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1. Birthday Month:
January: I stole a tiger
February: I got drunk as a fucker
March: I threw shoes at my ex
April: I cried about Beyoncé
May: I hid in a giraffe sanctuary
June: I kidnapped Jack Barakat
July: I got lost in Europe
August: I woke up in Vegas
September: I lived in a tree…

I got drunk as a fucker with luke hemmings because we are sassy bitches 😂😂😂😂

When I Was: Eighteen

Previous Chapter: http://upallnightprefs94.tumblr.com/post/95153928317/when-i-was-seventeen

It had been a few days since Liam and I last spoke to each other. It was honestly the hardest couple of days I had to endure in a while. When we were in the same room with each other, it was awkward for everyone. It sucked because all I wanted to do was to spend time with him.

Now, I was getting ready for the music awards in Paris. The guys were going as well and I knew that we were going to be seated near one another.

Athena and I were in my hotel room getting ready. She was finishing up my makeup and had already done my hair.

"So, what song are you planning on performing tonight?" Athena asked me as she applied my eyeshadow.

"Uh, I’m just going to perform Neon Lights." I answered.

"You and Liam still haven’t talked?"

I shook my head lightly, “No.”

"I’m sure things are going to work out. You and him just need to sit down and hash things out."

"How can I when he won’t even talk to me. I’ve tried, Athena." I was starting to worry that Liam and I were going to be over before we barely started.

The thought of losing him again made me feel sick.

After my makeup was done, Athena helped me in my gown. It was dark purple, strapless and was long and flowy. I loved it.

I knew that tonight was going to be full of paparazzi and seeing some old friends. We had a show the next night, so I didn’t want to stay out too late afterwards.

Once Athena was dressed and we were both ready to go, we headed out of our hotel room and down to the lobby. There was already a limo outside for us and we got inside. Traffic was really heavy and it took us a while to make it to the venue where the awards were being held.

"Good luck out there. Meet you inside." Athena gave me a small hug before I got out of the limo.

"See you then." I smiled.

As soon as I stepped out of the limo, there were tons of flashes of lights and I heard fans screaming. I waved to the fans before I started walking down the carpet.

I stood and posed for a while before I was escorted to get interviewed. It was for a local entertainment show.

"How are you today?" The man, Alec asked me.

"I’m good. How are you?" I smiled.

"Great. Now, I’m going to get right to the question that everyone wants to know." Alec said and I instantly knew what he was going to ask me.

"Okay, let’s get it over with." I laughed.

"Are you seeing Ashton Irwin again?"

I shook my head, “No, we are just friends.”

"You aren’t fibbing are you?" He laughed at me.

"No, of course not. He was in Nottingham with the other guys in 5SOS and we went out to lunch. That is all." I said.

"Okay, I believe you." Alec teased. He asked me a few more questions before I had to move on to do another interview. I was relieved when I was done with the red carpet and was able to go inside. Athena was there waiting for me and we walked to our seats. I was sitting right by the guys. They were supposed to arrive soon.

I sat down and checked my Twitter while I waited for the show to start. I didn’t know who was opening, but I knew that I was the fifth artist to perform.

The guys showed up twenty minutes before the show started. I got up and hugged them all. When it came to Liam, he quickly hugged me before he sat down. He didn’t even sit next to me.

I ended up sitting next to Louis.

I nudged him a little, “Is he still pissed at me?”

Louis leaned down to speak to me, “He’s more hurt than anything. He thinks that you are ashamed or something.”

"But I’m not." I said.

"We know that, but he doesn’t."

I sat quietly as the show started. I didn’t feel like being there. I wanted to be in my little bunk crying my eyes out. I never wanted Liam to feel like I was ashamed of him. He meant more to me than anyone.

During the show, I clapped and aplauded when I was supposed to until someone came to get me telling me that it was going to be my turn to perform soon. Athena came with me to help me change and to quickly freshen up my makeup.

"Are you okay? You’ve been quiet the whole time." She asked me as she put my curled hair into a ponytail.

I shook my head, “No, because Liam thinks that I am ashamed of him because I haven’t told anyone about us.”

"What is holding you back?"

"I don’t want people to assume that he is the reason why Ashton and I broke up." I answered.

"And if they do, you tell them the truth. It didn’t work out."

"You’re right. I’ll think of something to do." I mumbled. After I was dressed in a white blouse and black sequened shorts, I was brought to the side of the stage and handed a microphone. That’s when my idea hit me.

I knew exactly what to do to get Liam to not be upset at me. I looked around until I saw one of the tech people. I went over to him, “I need your help with something.”


I was standing on the stage as the crowd cheered. The music started and I looked over to where Athena and the guys were. They looked confused and I knew everyone would be until they saw what I was doing. I’m sure that me having two microphones was confusing enough.

Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren’t all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

I made my way across the stage and right down the stairs that led to the front row. I walked right in front of Liam and sang to him.

Now you’ve been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you’ve had enough
Of our love, our love

I held out the microphone for him and I was praying that he was going to take it. It would show that I didn’t care what anyone thought about us being together. I wanted him and I would scream it out to the world.

When he took it, I smiled, and when he sang, I fell in love with him all over again.

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit’s enough
Just a second we’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It’s in the stars
It’s been written in the scars on our hearts
We’re not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

We ended the song back on stage. We were standing close together and I saw that tons of fans had their phones out.

Everyone started to applaud but Liam and I were still staring into each other’s eyes.

"Thank you." He told me.

"Kiss me." I whispered to him.

He placed his hands on my waist and pulled me closer before he crashed his lips against mine. I heard even more applause. I felt like a weight was lifted off of my shoulders.

I got my Liam back and I couldn’t be happier.

*I was wondering if I should just end the story here and write the epilogue. Would you guys want me to continue it or is this a good place to stop? I honestly have no more ideas for this story lol

Half A Heart: Five

Previous Chapter: http://upallnightprefs94.tumblr.com/post/95037653302/half-a-heart-four

"I’m having a fashion emergency!" I yelled out to my roommates who were in the living room.

"We are coming!" Bryanna yelled back at me.

Harry was supposed to pick me up in an hour and I had no clue what I was going to wear. He said that he was going to be cooking me dinner, but I didn’t know if I should dress casual or dressy.

I lied on my bed as Bryanna and Elisabeth started combing through my closet. I was also nervous that I was going to be with Harry soon. There was no denying the attraction that was between us. It had been there from the moment that we laid our eyes on each other.

Harry was always going to have a hold on my heart.

"How about this?" I popped my head up as I looked at what Elisabeth was holding up.

It was a royal blue maxi dress that I had forgot that I even owned.

"It’s perfect!" I squealed.

"Someone is excited about their date with Harry today." Bryanna teased as I grabbed the dress from Elisabeth and headed to the bathroom to change.

"It is not a date!" I yelled as I slipped off my sweats and top and put on my dress. It had thick straps and accentuated my waist.

It looked really cute.

I stepped out of my bathroom and went to grab some shoes to go with my outfit.

"You can say all you want, but if the man is cooking you dinner, it’s a date." Elisabeth said.

I rolled my eyes as I put my sandals on. I went over to my mirror and fluffed up my hair a little, “Harry is just making me dinner so we can catch up.”

"Whatever you say, (Y/n)." Elisabeth laughed as she and Bryanna left my room.

I put on some jewelry before I did my makeup. Before I knew it, I heard the doorbell ring.

I hurried and grabbed my purse along with my phone. I heard Bryanna and Elisabeth talking to Harry in the living room.

I walked out and Harry looked at me when he heard me. I saw his eyes trail up and down my body before they rested on mine.

"Hi, Harry." I smiled.

He came towards me and pulled me into his arms. I was a little surprised by his action, but I wasn’t really objecting it.

"You look gorgeous." He whispered into my ear.

I felt my cheeks heat up a little, “Thanks.” I saw Bryanna and Elisabeth looking over at us and smiling.

"Have fun, you two!" Bryanna said after Harry and I told them both goodbye. He and I walked down the hallway in silence.

We got in the elevator and I was scared that it was going to be awkward the whole night. I looked over at Harry to see that he was already staring back at me.

"Take a picture it lasts longer, Styles." I joked.

"I can’t help that you are so beautiful, (Y/n)." He winked.

"Someone is being really cheeky today."

The doors opened and we walked through the lobby and out the front doors. Harry’s car was parked in front of the building and he walked ahead of me to open the passenger door.

"Thank you, Curly." I teased as I got in.

I saw him smiling as he walked in front of the car to his side.

"So, how has your day been?" Harry asked me as he started driving.

"It has been fine. The girls and I went out for breakfast and they told me all about the festival they went to." I was still jealous that I didn’t go with them, but if I did I wouldn’t have been with Harry last night.

"I talked to Samantha this morning. She wants to see me on Monday."

I knew that I would be in big trouble if Samantha found out that I knew Harry. I could lose my job and I would be devastated.

"I’m sure she’s going to ask you a million more questions."

"It’s all for Mason though." Harry said and I could tell that he was upset. I hated how his ex wife was doing this to him.

"You never really talk about her. Your ex, I mean."

"There isn’t really much to talk about. Her name is Miram and we met shortly after I got a new teaching job here. Our relationship went sort of fast. We got engaged seven months after we started dating and then she told me she was pregnant two months after we got married."

"That does seem fast."

"I wouldn’t trade anything that happened though. I got an amazing son out of it." He smiled a little.


When we made it to Harry’s house, I was impressed. It was a nice house a little bit outside of town.

"So, what is on the menu for dinner?" I asked him as he handed me a glass of wine.

"I know how Italian food is your favorite, so I made chicken alfredo."

"Sounds perfect." I smiled.

Harry left the table to go and get the food. It smelled delicious. I saw some pictures on the walls of the dining room, so I stood up to get a better look.

Harry’s son, Mason, was absolutely adorable. I remember him showing me photos of when he was younger, and Mason was like an exact replica of him.

I heard Harry’s footsteps.

"He’s a cutie pie." I told him, referring to Mason.

"He takes after me." Harry winked.

I went to sit back down and Harry served us. He put a slice of garlic bread on my plate.

"This really does look good." I said.

"I just hope it tastes as good as it looks." He teased.

We started to eat and it was as good as it looked. It was sort of silent as we ate. We made small talk about work related things. I felt like we were sort of avoiding the issue.

I didn’t know if I should bring up the topic. What were we doing here exactly?

Once we were done eating, I helped him clear the dishes. Harry started washing them and I put them away.

"Thank you for dinner." I said to him.

"You’re welcome." He winked.

After we finished cleaning, Harry led me out to his balcony. He had an insane view of the city. I sat on one of the chairs while he moved another closer to mine. He sat down too and looked out at the view.

"I’m jealous of your house. It makes my flat look like a shoebox." I joked.

Harry chuckled, “I moved in after Miram and I separated. I couldn’t live in that house after I saw what I saw.”

"What did you see?"

He looked down at his hands, “I found her and her coworker in our bed.”

Hearing those words made my heart shatter into a million pieces. I knew that it must’ve killed him to witness that. I couldn’t even imagine everything that he had to have went through.

"Oh, Harry. I’m so sorry." I whispered as I reached over and placed my hand on top of his. I rubbed my thumb against the top of his hand soothingly. There wasn’t anything that I could say to make him forget.

"It’s okay. I guess it was my fault. I was the one that encouraged us to get married so soon."

"Why?" I questioned.

"I wanted to see if I could get over you." He looked at me.

I felt like my heart dropped to my stomach, “What?”

"I tried so hard to forget about you, (Y/n). It seemed like you where everywhere and when I met Miram, I felt like was going to be the one that was meant for me to be with to get over you."

I didn’t know what I was supposed to say, so I didn’t say anything at all. I stood up and walked over to the edge of the balcony and leaned against it. I looked out at the view and tried to make sense of all of this.

I suddenly felt Harry’s hands on my waist. My body reacted to his touch. It had been way too long.

I placed my hands on top of his, “Harry, what are we doing?”

"If it isn’t obvious enough, I missed you. You’ve been on my mind since the last time that I saw you at your graduation. I know that it is wrong, but every time that I was with her, I was wishing that it was you instead." Harry confessed.

I turned around to face him. His hands were still on my waist as he drew me closer to his body. I looked into his beautiful eyes as he looked from mine and then to my lips.

This was what I had been waiting for.

Harry leaned closer to me and my eyes closed as I waited for his lips on mine.

"Oi, Styles!" Someone called out from in the house. Harry let go of me and we both looked to see who it was.

It was Harry’s friend, Niall. It had been so long since I saw him, but I swear it seemed like he never aged. His blonde hair was styles down and he had on a simple white shirt with skinny jeans and Vans.

"Oh, I didn’t realize that you had company. My bad!" Niall chuckled as he came outside.

"You remember, (Y/n), right Niall?" Harry asked.

Niall stood there and his eyes went wide, “Oh, wow! It’s been forever, gorgeous!” He came over to me and pulled me into a huge hug. I saw Harry laughing a little.

"Hey, Niall. How have you been?" I asked him.

"It’s been good! Just living the life, gorgeous. I’m glad that you and my mate here reconnected! You’re all he’s been talking about even when he was with that she-devil." Niall said.

Harry smacked his arm, “Did you just come here to make things awkward?”

"No, I came to see what you were up to. You didn’t answer my phone call, nub."

"That’s because I have company." Harry told him.

"Yeah, I see that now." Niall winked at me, causing me to laugh.

"Niall, it’s time for you to go." Harry started pushing him back inside.

"Fine! Did you invite (Y/n) to the barbeque?" Niall asked him.

"Barbeque?" I questioned.

"Yeah, I usually throw a barbeque once a month for all of the guys and their girls to hang out. You should come." Niall smiled.

"If Harry wants me to I will." I smirked.

Harry looked over at me, “Of course I want you there.”

"That settles it! It’s on Monday. See you both then." Niall waved before he went back inside and left.

Harry turned back to me, “I just want to warn you that the girls used to be really close to Miram and they weren’t really happy when we split.”

Now, I was suddenly wishing that I never agreed to go.

*Niall makes a reappearance! Let me know what you think will happen at the barbeque! :)

Anonymous asked: I love Amnesia so much. Keep up the good work girl! 😄💕


Thank you!!! 😘😘

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